i was thinking today, why can relationships not be simpler? Why do we have to complicate everything? Why cann't we just like someone for the sake of liking them? Why do we flee from those that show interest in us when we are not interested? Why do we not trust wen we know we should and vice-versa?
Mmmmmmmmmm...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Priceless...
The following is a must watch, it will leave you wondering whether to laugh or cry, whether to be angry or amused, whether to love or hate him... you get the point.
Uncle Saddam
Uncle Saddam
Seriously?
The Israelis want to talk peace now. Stupid Olmert has the nerve to say “We, the state of Israel, will agree to the evacuation of many territories and the settlements that we built there. This is extremely difficult for us, like the splitting of the Red Sea. We will do it for real peace,” AS IF!!!!!! Those settlements are built on STOLEN LAND! Those territories are STOLEN!!!!!!
UGH!!!!!!!
You can read allllll about it here.
UGH!!!!!!!
You can read allllll about it here.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Nothing
I have had a massive headache since last night. It is one of those headaches that you know no amount of Advil will ever fix. It is 2:18 pm as I am writing this, I still did not sleep, and I still did not study. I am in no mood to do anything. All I want to do is sit at home, all alone. I know I should not, but that is what I want.
I was thinking about what my life was like in the past 4 years. I have been on a major emotional roller coaster ride. I am not going to bore you with the detail of four years, I don't even have the energy for them anymore.
Anyways, I should work today, but we shall see how that turns out. My neck also hurts. I am sitting down with a cold compress on it, but it is not doing anything major... its just feels good.
I started packing up. My dining room table is no more. My DVDs are at home, half of my knick-knacks are in boxes. Every time I need to disconnect from the world, I turn to packing. It is so hard, yet so simple. Just shove everything in a box. How do you know what to keep and what to throw away though? My flag is still on my wall. It will be the last thing to go down before I leave. What sucks is that this flag has been the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see at night everyday since I put it up. I sure am going to miss it.
Ok, so I am rambling about nothing, but whatever... That is what it all is really, nothing.
I was thinking about what my life was like in the past 4 years. I have been on a major emotional roller coaster ride. I am not going to bore you with the detail of four years, I don't even have the energy for them anymore.
Anyways, I should work today, but we shall see how that turns out. My neck also hurts. I am sitting down with a cold compress on it, but it is not doing anything major... its just feels good.
I started packing up. My dining room table is no more. My DVDs are at home, half of my knick-knacks are in boxes. Every time I need to disconnect from the world, I turn to packing. It is so hard, yet so simple. Just shove everything in a box. How do you know what to keep and what to throw away though? My flag is still on my wall. It will be the last thing to go down before I leave. What sucks is that this flag has been the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see at night everyday since I put it up. I sure am going to miss it.
Ok, so I am rambling about nothing, but whatever... That is what it all is really, nothing.
Adding salt to the wound
Teach this triple truth to all: A generous heart, kind speech, and a life of service and compassion are the things which renew humanity. - Buddha
Only problem? At this moment in time, I want to stamp on my heart, I want to cut my tongue and I want to screw humanity 1000 times over.
God, I feel so upset. I am so lost, I do not know what to do.
I am really upset with my best friend from AD. I have always been there for her, and now, when I need her the most, she is not there. I am truly sick and tired of being treated this way. I do not deserve this! I am a good friend, I drop everything if any of my friends needs me, I'd do anything to cheer them us, I'd reassure them I'd cry with them, I'd just sit and say nothing... ANYTHING! What do I get in return? That, from the person I least expected it from.
Only problem? At this moment in time, I want to stamp on my heart, I want to cut my tongue and I want to screw humanity 1000 times over.
God, I feel so upset. I am so lost, I do not know what to do.
I am really upset with my best friend from AD. I have always been there for her, and now, when I need her the most, she is not there. I am truly sick and tired of being treated this way. I do not deserve this! I am a good friend, I drop everything if any of my friends needs me, I'd do anything to cheer them us, I'd reassure them I'd cry with them, I'd just sit and say nothing... ANYTHING! What do I get in return? That, from the person I least expected it from.
Friday, November 24, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
How did they know?!!!!!!
It may seem as if an era is coming to an end and you could even feel nostalgia for whatever it is that is passing you by now. This may not be about anything material; it's just time itself that continues to move forward. As much as you try to hold on to the present moment, it isn't yours to keep. Take the changes in stride by focusing on one step at a time as you head into your future. (22.nov.2006)from tarot.com
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
WTF is happening?!!
I was reading the news and I came across this article. I could not believe it. 3709 ppl killed in Iraq in the last month. That is a lot of people in one month. it is a freaking genocide!!!!
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