Saturday, March 31, 2007


It makes me emotional, sensitive, actually care about what other people think and say, and it takes me on a rollercoaster ride that is just exhausting. It was easier when I lived all alone and had the option of shutting the world out when I needed to.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

movies watched lately...

Well, my dear friends, I have been catching up and watching old movies. So far, i have watched:
* Three men and a baby
* Analyze This
* Kiss of the Dragon
* Ghost Rider
* Because I said so
* You got served
* Crash
* Someone Like you
* Harry Potter (all)
* South Park
* You've got mail
* 2 Weeks notice (Anyone has it? I cant find it, I had to download it)
* and about 15 other movies that I do not remember their names.
I have also been watching Ugly betty and some grey's anatomy... um... what else? Oh yeah! Cold case and CSI... plenty of both. also friends, how i met your mother, according to Jim, scrubs...

yup, empty life, I have too much time on my hands and I can not be bothered to actually put it to good use.

miss you

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Giving into reality...

I sat down today for a good 2 hours looking at and applying to jobs. i guess this means that i have finally lost all hope and that i am giving into the idea of living in this dump. Sad, sad reality...

Rosie, HI!!!!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Not in a mood...

... to blog.

I need to sort out my thoughts first... I'll be back to blog soon.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tarot Me..

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Friday, March 16, 2007




Btw, I just told my dad I smoke. He asked, I answered.

Simple and easy. Wait till my mom finds out. She is the drama queen of the family.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Today's horoscope

Daily horoscope for Scorpio from

Something in your life is about to change for the better, but you have to participate in the process. You can unconsciously hold on to the way things were, for what you know seems less frightening than what you don't know. Ultimately, Scorpio is the sign of transformation. You have the power, so don't hold back; let the magic happen.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007


Monday, March 12, 2007

Pink martini's "Sympathique"

je ne veus pas travailler (i dont want to work)
je ne veus pas déjeuner (i dont want to have lunch)
je veux seulement l'oublier (I just want to forget )
et puis je fume (then..I smoke)

Ruru was right, I did like the song...

Oh,l and my translation could be right, or wrong... it is what i got out of it..

Domestic Towel Dilemma...

Ok, so this is really annoying. Whenever i step into the washroom, wash my hands and turn to use the towel to dry them, I do not find the towel there! My sister decides to use it to dry her hair everyday when she takes a shower, her son's nanny decides to use the one i hang afterwards to dry his bum after washing it. Yesterday, I went through 3 towels. This is really annoying seeing as there is a basket-full of towels right outside the washrooms door and all she has to do is make a switch! Of course, late at night, I walk into the washroom and I start laughing like an idiot because, surprise surprise, there was no towel.

My sister found it funny... and naturally, she would, since its her that is causing the whole towel dilemma here.

Oh, and today, as i was driving to the gym, i hear a funny sound coming from my car, so I do a U-turn, take a right and drive into a parking lot. all this time i am thinking "does my car have a life of its own? I feel as though it is going without me and I have no control over it". So, anyways, I park the car, step out, walk to the right, look down and what do I find? My tire has been punctured!!!!! to make things worse, I was in the only area that does not have cabs frequently bothering you....

What a wonderful life!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

On nothingness...

Nothing to do, nowhere to go to, no one to talk to...

And people ask me why I am not leaping with joy for being here.


Saturday, March 10, 2007

So true

"What the eye does not admire, the heart does not desire"

Friday, March 9, 2007

His and Her Diary...


Sunday night I thought he was acting weird We had made plans to meet at a restaurant to have dinner. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment . Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing ." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry . On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you too."When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V.; he seemed distant and absent . Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he got up and went to sleep on the sofa ..... I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep . started crying and cried until I too fell asleep . I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else My life is a disaster


Today, we lost the football match

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Credit fraud update

Seriously, my bank is amazing. They have already debited my account for the stolen money, cancelled my old account AND I just received my new card via UPS and activated it.


Friday, March 2, 2007

The bad seeds make a return...

Seriously... why would anyone in their right mind think that after cutting them off for a week or so, i would want to chill with them this week????

What is wrong with people in this part of the world?

My current favourite song..

It also happens to be the song that made me fall in love with DJ Tiesto sometime towards the end of last year. There is something magical about the way the voice and the music are mixed together to compliment each other.