technical problems...

I changed the layout and the template of my blog, something to give it a little "umph". However, it still shows the old template as the main page, and fails to show the new posts. This is annoying. I think blogger should fix it ASAP.

Meh...

On feelings...

you know when you get that feeling at the pit of your stomach, where you feel your insides twist up in a tight knob?

You know when you feel that you are responsible for something going wrong, yet you just do not know what it is that you screwed up?

You know that horrible feeling you get, one of despaire, or maybe even of resignition?

Well... it is a sucky, lonesome feeling, no?

Something to ponder...

Reality alone exists - and that we are. All the rest is only a dream, a dream of the One Mind, which is our mind without the 'our'. Is it so hard to accept? Is it so difficult to assimilate and to live?

- Why Lazurus Laughed by Wei Wu Wei


it is true... why is it so hard to accept that which is presented to us and just assimilating with teh life we have?

Any thoughts on that, Void?

How Mature I am...

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?